View Full Version : This girl that I'm with.
11-15-2010, 09:06 PM
She loves me a little too much. I had a crush on her, and now when we make love I just want to hurt her. Not as in rape her.Just hospitalise her from a rough session that she will mistake as furios passion.
When she smiles, or seems happy I just want to make her cry. I can't stand how pretty and sweet she is. I'd like to just crush her and build her back up to crush her again over and over. Sort of like those sick guys who hold someones head in a toilet until they pass out, revive them, and then repeat the proccess over and over a few times until finishing their nemesis off with a pistol whipping.
11-15-2010, 09:22 PM
How serious are you about acting these kinds of ideas out? If it's just a fantasy, then leave it as a fantasy. But this doesn't sound like a healthy kind of relationship if you just want to mess her up and cause her pain. Dump her for her own sake and safety, and get yourself some therapy.
11-15-2010, 09:30 PM
Dump her for her own sake and safety, and get yourself some therapy. This doesn't sound healthy.
What if we're both celebrities? Everything was fine until she started talking about my drinking, and finding West Hollywood AIDS jokes funny. At one point, I wanted to give her AIDS, propose to her with the letter from the doctor confirming that she was infected, and then get married to her on our death beds.
EDIT in response to your EDIT
It is mostly fantassy. I don't know. I will just end up texting her later and tell her that it's over. We've already had sex today, so I won't be losing out on anything tonight. Thanks for the insight. However, she may end up still coming around and messing around for that matter with me, or insisting on going out in public with me.
11-17-2010, 02:51 AM
You should be so lucky, to have someone in your life who cares about you.
I highly agree with the therapy angle. Sounds like you may need it.
Either that, or hook up with someone else who has a masochist fetish.
Just don't hurt this person, who, from how little you've actually described her, sounds like she's an okay person who doesn't deserve that kind of pain.
11-17-2010, 09:44 AM
Yeah man, you have mental problems ... man.
LoL. I can't believe you actually posted this. You did have a good point on MSN where you wanted to experiment to see how many people would be appauled by this sort of behavior/attitude, and then go to the discussion about "Running to the Edge of the World" and read about how everyone loves it. *chuckles. You really had these people concerned.
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