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crazybitch
05-29-2016, 10:04 PM
My dreams have taken on new shapes
Premonitions if only theories
New effigies of mystery
and premeditated murder.

Last night I was back at his house
He never lets me go, until midnight birds call
I'm the server to his harbored whores
Lady Liberty in chains.

Screams courage between the sheets
And his emotional spouses, bipolar rape
That strange hatred tearing pages
From my sketch of future embraces
My parables of prophecy and races.

Love is like this--she says--she has
His unborn destiny, dangling from her
like a talisman from her fingers
his hand measuring, lingers
brutally....over everything.

She's weeping bitterly,
they'll reap her words remaining
like fields of flame, naming
her blamed empire the same
as his fractured stories.

This revolution scorned
The thief dances on airtight lines
This way to Kingston- he cried
before the wards and sartorial
canons recited their memories.

Our kingdoms coming, High
a cocaine coma white priestess
Under the soma skies a horizon
she whispered goodbye....to those lovers
of our minds. We're leaving them...
And their petty bright wonders....

under an opalescent sky.

crazybitch
05-29-2016, 10:15 PM
I beg you to murder the last piece of me,
instead you breathe life to what I lost or had forgotten
Every poem I wrote to my lover was misquoted
and I don't want to make you rotten.

whispers, trailing the hill, fire burning, a witch laughs
tips her head and gets drunk off her ass. She wore a gown
was a hero before she drowned, in her wicked dreams
of everlasting peace, and an immortal power, one that meant
more. He wore the king's crown, all the kids have grown.

Stop. Don't look away from the light, close your eyes and blink
all those dreams will fall, like teardrops from the highest heights
and I won't be afraid, as the black turns itself white. I will
carry myself until love pulls me under, sheets of light.

The colors don't scare me. It's their fantasy. They're assumed identities.
People don't scare me, just the faces they wear to enchant messengers,
as they cover their ears to the sound of muted frequency of angels,
Nothing has changed me, I'm floating forever, missing you

Wishing it was true.

in this ocean of suspended animation
on a ship to nowhere in a corruptible nation
I broke his curse, and shards of that mirror
followed me home. I wanted to reverse the lies
and turn his heart to stone.


falling on the dead girl in the sun
whose soul leaps out of her
and chases the lions and they run

they follow her down the drain
tailing dreams like dragons through wires
and the bright in human sight
fire enough for an empire
objects illuminated

under a pale pink night
lackluster
the chaotic adventure
turned dull and gray like an alien

impostor

curtailed to sit idly
as the sweet soothsayer
patiently sleeps behind a smile
and dreams of another day to wake
and love once more.

words don't matter
to the dead tree leaves
she's sleeping under
but men mold chaos to rhyme
with sirens, unfold time
and then break upon the rocks
like silver specks

waves break bones
bones aren't shields
bodies are weapons

crazybitch
05-29-2016, 10:20 PM
Freedom never came easy
I do not want to go back only maybe
where the sun never sets
On the horizon of tomorrow
and the stopwatch wives
smile in plasticine; living sinfully
Spending their dignitaries
To appear happy and clean
wrapped in plastic like mail ordered
brides strapped to a gurney taken
for what's inside; thirteen stitches
In my brain because I'm insane
for believing in
the naked scarlet star light
lobotomized to stare like a stone
Facing stark bearings, alone, forsaken
By their infinite embrace, unknown.

Broken and shattered with nothing inside
But a belief and hope that love would
drown while they crown a king anything
In a kingdom upside down
Into the quick sand she dives
Into the underworld of man

singing and dying with the dreamers
spinning like a marionette
He shakes when alone, shivers...
it's all about to change you see
You're still not used to these
New abilities...my revelations.

Would that be a surprise to you
If everyone was a piece
It was a faultless admission
About the human condition
I was never one to spell out my words
With conviction.

and a one sided bar coded destiny
schizophrenia and false prophecies
Brainwashed, bleeding through the wires
in a world on fire.

Id love to break you I want to make you
Into some body...any body...never mind
Maybe there's no one here but me
The clones are assembling
The drones are flying
and I'm being sabotaged

Moms taking painkillers for a tooth ache
talking to people in her brain who
won't break her down and all the people she knew
In another life a different one.
And all these insane moments
My ultra violent memories for a vacancy
I broke the mirrors so you couldn't look at them
again and then I wrote your name over
These skies and then I got high
Pretending I loved you when...then again

The rest of us pretended we were sleeping in
Where our truths like sorrows rained
Under the glory of what they knew, evidences
About me, I saw him over you
As my mother wept quietly like mothers do
Hanging around twilight mad lovers kissing
Under the microscope of a macro cosmic meaning
the siren is calling us back

Blowing wishes into the clouds
I remember the cold storms I dared myself
When all the clocks reversed their motions
We were each other to stare into them
a strange phantasm was looking back
as the posies unfolded to the stop-watch
keepers and nothing else is here
But a creeper to condemn
Her hidden confessionals.

So stop hanging around that evil twin
Leaving me in this cathedral of sin
On this haunted throne ethereal
I hate being alone she said
I've refused to bow to the lies in their heads
I just wanted to say love is a serial killer
But your lies burn like acid as a filler.

freedom meant osmosis I've made a career
Of pain, all these paths leading
her to a better prognosis, because
I made my psychosis into an art
an alternative to a broken heart
As If I was ever falling apart

The kisses, can't breathe, three wishes
This strangest feeling a faded reflection
As if understanding were a contagion
As if I were cursed for loving some one
stop whispering. You believed in nothing
And I believed that truth was
a weapon and a shield, but I just
lied again.

She gazed across the teardrop waterfalls
as a million rain drops disappeared
In a matrix of sciences, in this epic tragedy
The weather man he feared, then he cried
In awe at the awesomeness of insanity
of a dream that ended with a girl who
Hated the pain of this human reality
And a ride on a big jet plane

As this house of cards is falling
dancer in the dark now spun
I've lost my mind for the ghost, an obscene....
breaking down in her blue paradise
I am only inventing things to scare me
I was born under the screen l was sacrificed
Fed false truths, my scars disguised
My inspiration and device
I can travel beyond a simple reversal.


In the company he supervised
stranger than universal
we were plastered to master
infinite disasters, as punk bastards
and crushed beneath false lights
As she set aflame the world in her eyes
and we watched it burn in enmity
Without a feeling of compromise
we had confidence, eloquent faith

Those dimensions of possibly
the playground of inventions so bright
Just as his words meant so much in jest
So must passion bring me to life
In this lonely imagination
This play ground full of knives...

And Pandora killed that awful clown
But made jack laugh in his emerald gown.
Who was the inspiration for a revolution
Through waves of mutilation and
mission bells ringing in the new order

everything there was supposed to surprise
we were mastered to be undermined
By their bastardized advice
I always dreamed of holding up the skies
She whispers to me, “I miss the ocean”
Kissing everyone with poisonous lips

voices echoing, "I'm sad," he says, "goodbye"
The spell is undone, we've come undone
woken up from the indoctrinated dreams
Realizing the fool it made of me
Of us of, every body, we were so
Godly and brave as we brace for impact
In the 21st century, will we ever come back?

Zimscum
05-30-2016, 01:33 AM
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crazybitch
06-02-2016, 11:28 AM
Don't bother her, she's sleeping
in the moon of rooms that meant a lot
to the show, the comical convey of people
lost in the snow under their boots
looking for a new pollution to consume
their vacant empty minds
with designer lines, conditions
that were pre-destined
to drown them with the pessimistic rhymes
that make us lullabies
because she survived only to be sung
like some lonely portrait, hung
like a dead prophet from the dead end
prophecies that meant nothing
to you or me, or your family forever lost
in endless enmity, selfish parasol of lies
under carnival lights, just lies
lie till you die, liar. Your world
on fire, was once an empire now an ocean
of drowning memories, I threw his story
into history.

crazybitch
06-02-2016, 11:35 AM
You're empty and narrow, defeating and depleting
deaf and numb, a shallow son
You mean nothing you say, and said nothing
You're the lie that is dependent on a joke
that no one believed in, a dream upside down
a naked emperor without a crown
a garland noose around your neck, affected
schizophrenia, maniac, slave to a line
in the dirt, that was never determined to set
the pace or state of disgrace you live in
a catch, a matrix of effigies that lost humanity
because I freed them from the cell
the one you know all too well, as you cower
because the crystal tower, build walls
around your cathedral of nothing and absolution
because I love you, and you are gone.

Two Faced Egg (23)
06-17-2016, 01:05 PM
Your writing is very adventurous ! It has felt episodic lately too. Please take care & keep at it : ) (23)