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    These are definitely very hard times for me. Been workin' non-stop almost 24/7 this month, in order to get a project done in 15 days. Got sick, my blood pressure medications stopped working altogether, and my grandma is coming to the end of her life, as well. So much stuff going on in my life in this very particular month. Only Reznor's music is helping me getting through all this shit.
    I feel literally like shit.
    Hope that at least this Christmas it will be a great one. Though i'm not really in the mood to celebrate anything at all.
    "Life is only a dream and we are the imagination of ourselves." -Bill Hicks


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    Cornea scratches.
         

    and with just one faint glance back into the sea
    the mollusk lingers with its wandering eye
      
      

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    OMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOM


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    ^ Did you get new glasses dog?
    "the Serpent was more crafty than any beast of the field which
    the LORD god had made
    "

    m e m e n t o m o r i . p o s t m o r t e m


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    Quote Originally Posted by S.D. View Post
    ^ Did you get new glasses dog?
    No, not yet. I need to though. I did recently dye my hair, stopped bathing and lost my mind recently, however. All I can say is that at least I don't draw pictures such as this, @S.D. ... Remember this? Fuckin' weirdo.

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    Returning to work. Feels like slowly sinking into quicksand, never to escape. Unlike Marius in Les Miserables I have yet to find the solid ground.
    Quid ignorantia sit multi ignorant.

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    Not being able to drink alcohol, my life revolving around a medication timetable, how slow time goes by in the mornings and 1 - 1/2 hours before sleep and also not being able to express what I want to, how I want to due to numerous reasons including the second thing I mentioned that I hate.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Shangri-LIE View Post
    my life revolving around a medication timetable.
    It is impossible to quantify that particular sessions of been binding yourself down by your own free will into something that is tighter than a straight jacket, endlessly repetitive, painful or demeaning, and very often for only a tiny outcome and the hope of more. Then having to continue doing it day in and out without feeling like bits of you are being yanked off.
    Quid ignorantia sit multi ignorant.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Enname View Post
    It is impossible to quantify that particular sessions of been binding yourself down by your own free will into something that is tighter than a straight jacket, endlessly repetitive, painful or demeaning, and very often for only a tiny outcome and the hope of more. Then having to continue doing it day in and out without feeling like bits of you are being yanked off.
    Yeah. It's even more frustrating when you tell your doctors about how you feel about it/what they are doing to you, and they know as well as you (in my case) that without them, I'd barely be able to get out of bed and would be in the ER frequently.
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    My autonomic nervous system is completely down again. Tried rebooting. Reboot failed. Bugs running amuck. Might have to address dehydration in medical setting. Not thrilled. Making post on marilyn manson fan forum instead.


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