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    Nocturnal Lullabies


    Breaking free from captivity
    Another day for me
    To see the sky
    Completely.

    I have been forgotten
    in the dark wasteland
    through fields of lost city lights
    a bright century I have known.

    The sky is an infinite explosion
    I worshipped the meteors all night
    and scar tissue when I cut you out
    breathing my last breath
    Suffocating my doubt.

    Searching for an escape from
    This terrible century
    and existence was the answer
    not false histories and rape
    like the Queen of everything
    I’m fighting the temptation
    To hate.

    He will come back with his weaponry
    the storm will pass and I will be free
    I am the High Priestess
    I know the only way out of here
    I will show them a war
    A hell thats hotter than you.

    Now that he is under my spell
    I will dominate this kingdom
    within the epileptic mind of a demon
    He will keep dancing for no one
    In the race to conquer fear.

    Please don't issue apologies
    for the pain you caused me
    you can't be won over
    by reprieve from your robed marquis
    you're guilty of your lust.

    It’s a blind coffer underneath
    bound in a series of episodes
    A snake in the weeds
    and in your silence is harmonic
    and this is ironic
    but I don't want to smile anymore
    Not for the aperture she
    Put over my eyes for this chrome
    Paradise.

    As the night grows ill
    I know I wont feel numb
    The area has been cleared
    A new world order has gone
    the engineers have all disappeared
    one by one to their doom
    It was more fun when
    The flowers bloomed.

    I'm no crowning spoil
    For a plastic resistance
    he meant nothing to you believe me
    in a backwards reality
    We are forced lobotomies
    They took your faith and tried
    Nothings left I lied
    The great champion of secrets

    As the night goes dull
    I show him the knife in my nightmare
    the one he was meant to kill me with
    in another reality that doesnt exist
    because we are at war with one another
    with the war lords who murder
    angels like us in our sleep
    and make us into the stars they worship
    as the shadows creep around
    under our skin and we don't die
    From paramour music in
    The sky.

    As the sun is a giant clock in the cloud
    and he doesn't want to talk about it
    he just sits there as the noose is tied
    staring at the nothing and I can't stand do
    give him the answer to the question
    because to him everything is a lie
    and everything I am
    meant nothing to my friends
    But why was the sky so white
    I am worrying that they don't know
    Things I can't hide.

    Take this collar and chain
    now you can feel me again
    promise that you won't be impaired
    when I bind you; must be prepared to
    be brave, and don't try to run
    it was just a dream behave son
    you can worship me or just say your prayers
    I hope your not shaking

    please don't be scared of the number one
    don't impress me, just don't address me
    or express more than an apology

    I watch your every move
    every curve and every place I can retrace
    once your body adjusted to my sight
    and I am just playing a game
    and I opened my eyes today
    just to watch the clouds float away
    But today I'm ok today

    I'm ready

    If you were more than a memory
    you were not just any one
    not a true rebellion
    you were my adoration
    a doll I could dress up like my friends
    and repair; wipe off the tears
    and pretend to care.

    Don't close your eyes; guy
    I won't be bothered by the cries
    you won't deny me; alibi
    nor can you defy me with a holy lie
    I am bound by only what I am
    I am beautiful, you know it, damn
    I am showing you all that I see
    the world is capable of me
    and nothing can be anything
    When you can be.

    You were everything to me.
    So much stronger
    than you were a danger
    I can't change the things you feel today
    in his arms I feel strange
    free of all the pain and harm
    I hear the sound of the alarms
    And I want to run away forever

    There is a siren in the light
    she is bright
    sings me to sleep
    Fight or fly
    Planes so high

    I'm not a creep
    I hear the wind in my sleep
    and the sound of winter; don't deny them
    I've been through a lot of stormy weather
    There was a dream unbroken where
    vows were unspoken and
    emotional promises made
    delicate to remarry in the brigade
    too hard to unwind like
    dancing like hysteria like the sky
    Like andromeda

    and we whisper to the sound
    of love in her nightmares
    and we sleep to the sound of
    affairs that didn't really matter
    things that were everything
    But they weren't aware
    and nobody cared
    it never really seemed to make sense
    we were everywhere
    playing defense
    but then nothing to anyone was right
    now everything's obscure.

    Just stay quiet until we riot at night
    as if defending each scar
    or scribbles of war on a train car
    just searching in each other
    for something that was
    right there.
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    Temperance

    I wrote the book for my son
    In a before life, before I was all of this
    In a city surrounded by rain
    in a blue empire married to disagreements
    he had a message for me and we danced
    in a dark room full of spies and
    Champaign advice.

    I was his obsession his love a disease that
    nearly killed me; like the blood
    turning white the parasite of a black widow spider
    how happy we were as a family
    I wanted you to grow up having love and joy
    that true love will wait for you; my little boy
    I was dreaming of Romeo
    and fooled the Pope with my anonymity
    who was sold for a mountain of dope
    And a royal monopoly.

    Manifestations are the real memories
    am I only here in one moment repeated
    when the President demands his wall be built high as a flag
    is raised for the ministry defeated the cronies and crooks
    They want us to burn
    More dissenting people turn
    To reading these books.

    Will we see the Day again
    Will we conquer Cain
    Will we hold our last breath on a plane
    to California when the world is gone
    or can I have more than evidence
    just a memory in this place of men
    what makes us human in a blink

    I know when I had a vision once young
    that I was trapped in a porcelain doll
    through the sea on the sand tars of futility
    on a winter's moon above me I see

    the peak of the woodland hill falling
    follow a path through the pine trees
    surrounded by persecuted visonaries
    up to the robin singing to my soul
    fighting for nothing but pills control
    The oceans behind my eyes


    My victory one day will be great
    when did people start this hate
    when will they see; a world covered in snow
    Pen was his name; his eternity is aglow
    in another life I made love to a God
    a warrior of the starry way to a higher place

    when no one understands that I canít replace
    My own truth as a diagnosed disease
    and I keep going on to please these so called higher authorities
    through motions in an evil ocean polluted
    Is it normal to remember other lives
    are we all just looking on from other sides
    of blackness and dreaming infinite to survive
    like kings to rule over
    Time in pyramids of sublime meaning.

    I remember us laughing at the table
    I wrote verses on scraps of paper
    after I left kisses on the sleeves of your shirt
    It ruined me: that terrible lie

    Sarah climbed that ladder to the sky
    In that horrible light an angel who died
    and I don't try anymore to defy him
    Sophie, the politics of poetry and beauty
    are not meant for us for this has gotten ahold
    of you and it is only a temporary this
    moment of hysteria when you are ready

    Gregory tore all those words
    from the book about trinity she treasured
    But who was the woman who was removed
    They took her dreams from a cloudless night
    because God had a lover, she was right there
    Beside the explosion and I knew her
    Devotion was only to saving him
    and if you knew the real story....
    was she holy was he able to do miracle things

    lady with her mountain of words
    and the sorrow of this revelation undeserved
    a dream about a soul so unnerved
    a dream written in the sea shell
    they show me this before they start
    Their endless engineering of hell.

    we feel trapped and sing bells chiming
    Like falling rain and deathly flowers

    I keep swinging on the rocking chair
    a golden lamp; an empty Panorama
    swingin and swingin in a confusing way
    the politics of madness and the loveliest
    People are all famous and such rich
    tragedies in a diffident state of illusion
    The hero who knows only one

    Love had won and here I remain
    and the one who finds out when he
    comes back the pages burn the church through to the right words
    the love that God could be true
    This land I love and life I saved for you

    like a Pirate ship sinking and a light house
    near the boat house and he fights about May
    a tearful letter, the queen, an indent morning
    With her following me in robes of ruby
    I see theater where the icons donít entertain
    Is it crazy that I found life so lonely

    will I go back there ever again
    I used my words like men
    who spilled out in golden
    from my Pen he wrote again
    and he died in July

    Why did we learn for a lie
    My life is a prophecy unfolding
    Mayfly; what can I do now?

    I realize these memories unspoken
    As they fade like a terrible dream
    Mists across a massive mountain
    A there's something missing from me lately it seems
    that weíre just blank space in far off states am I crazy to remember
    Can I possibly create the future
    Without there being explanations
    For my abilities.

    Iím fucking crazy!


    You can't stop us having it return
    remember giving birth
    at the bottom of a church, to burn
    In the ashes from conversion the book that
    was her biography turned into a religion
    Stolen to be used for prophecy
    for reforming Romeís hierarchy.

    No one undestands
    my dreams but me
    and I will die one day

    Living a lie as the world ends again
    and I will keep seeing the future begin
    remembering Gem and floating in a spiral
    Descending the narrows to unreachable
    Depth to conquer a rival.

    I will take it all back when I rule this earth
    with nothing only my powers of rage to turn pages from unwritten to known
    it all began when we were thrown
    into the cages mercilessly to fight wars
    with lions for the humor of beasts
    an empire on a throne made of disaster
    lying to everyone about the haters of ascension
    the warrior who pretended to mean something.

    I never read but the blue tall windows arch
    and high the white lady torn down before my eyes ideas in my head
    just came from somwhere; memories
    of romance not in the storyís they have
    dancing in the rain and the great truth.

    So am I to blame for just being me
    Your whore to burn for tables that turn
    from the truth you took from
    Delusional prophecy.

    no matter which side you're on
    I miss you more than you may ever know
    our romance was a suicide affected
    By a truth all could agree on without proof
    surrounded in harmony simply unreal like this just a silly fantasy.

    dreams of the future that makes no sense
    hope amidst a dark night full of misery
    Life is more beautiful than it took
    to be described in a book to rewrite
    full of your distortion and if might it burst
    like a horrible abortion in my brain
    for a game of control the thought of you
    for more stories to be told to hold onto
    More power subverted for alchemical gold.

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    Nocturnal Lullabies


    Breaking free from captivity
    Another day for me
    To see the sky
    Completely.

    I have been forgotten
    in the dark wasteland
    through fields of lost city lights
    a bright century I have known.

    The sky is an infinite explosion
    I worshipped the meteors all night
    and scar tissue when I cut you out
    breathing my last breath
    Suffocating my doubt.

    Searching for an escape from
    This terrible century
    and existence was the answer
    not false histories and rape
    like the Queen of everything
    I’m fighting the temptation
    To hate.

    He will come back with his weaponry
    the storm will pass and I will be free
    I am the High Priestess
    I know the only way out of here
    I will show them a war
    A hell thats hotter than you.

    Now that he is under my spell
    I will dominate this kingdom
    within the epileptic mind of a demon
    He will keep dancing for no one
    In the race to conquer fear.

    Please don't issue apologies
    for the pain you caused me
    you can't be won over
    by reprieve from your robed marquis
    you're guilty of your lust.

    It’s a blind coffer underneath
    bound in a series of episodes
    A snake in the weeds
    and in your silence is harmonic
    and this is ironic
    but I don't want to smile anymore
    Not for the aperture she
    Put over my eyes for this chrome
    Paradise.

    As the night grows ill
    I know I wont feel numb
    The area has been cleared
    A new world order has gone
    the engineers have all disappeared
    one by one to their doom
    It was more fun when
    The flowers bloomed.

    I'm no crowning spoil
    For a plastic resistance
    he meant nothing to you believe me
    in a backwards reality
    We are forced lobotomies
    They took your faith and tried
    Nothings left I lied
    The great champion of secrets

    As the night goes dull
    I show him the knife in my nightmare
    the one he was meant to kill me with
    in another reality that doesnt exist
    because we are at war with one another
    with the war lords who murder
    angels like us in our sleep
    and make us into the stars they worship
    as the shadows creep around
    under our skin and we don't die
    From paramour music in
    The sky.

    As the sun is a giant clock in the cloud
    and he doesn't want to talk about it
    he just sits there as the noose is tied
    staring at the nothing and I can't stand do
    give him the answer to the question
    because to him everything is a lie
    and everything I am
    meant nothing to my friends
    But why was the sky so white
    I am worrying that they don't know
    Things I can't hide.

    Take this collar and chain
    now you can feel me again
    promise that you won't be impaired
    when I bind you; must be prepared to
    be brave, and don't try to run
    it was just a dream behave son
    you can worship me or just say your prayers
    I hope your not shaking

    please don't be scared of the number one
    don't impress me, just don't address me
    or express more than an apology

    I watch your every move
    every curve and every place I can retrace
    once your body adjusted to my sight
    and I am just playing a game
    and I opened my eyes today
    just to watch the clouds float away
    But today I'm ok today

    I'm ready

    If you were more than a memory
    you were not just any one
    not a true rebellion
    you were my adoration
    a doll I could dress up like my friends
    and repair; wipe off the tears
    and pretend to care.

    Don't close your eyes; guy
    I won't be bothered by the cries
    you won't deny me; alibi
    nor can you defy me with a holy lie
    I am bound by only what I am
    I am beautiful, you know it, damn
    I am showing you all that I see
    the world is capable of me
    and nothing can be anything
    When you can be.

    You were everything to me.
    So much stronger
    than you were a danger
    I can't change the things you feel today
    in his arms I feel strange
    free of all the pain and harm
    I hear the sound of the alarms
    And I want to run away forever

    There is a siren in the light
    she is bright
    sings me to sleep
    Fight or fly
    Planes so high

    I'm not a creep
    I hear the wind in my sleep
    and the sound of winter; don't deny them
    I've been through a lot of stormy weather
    There was a dream unbroken where
    vows were unspoken and
    emotional promises made
    delicate to remarry in the brigade
    too hard to unwind like
    dancing like hysteria like the sky
    Like andromeda

    and we whisper to the sound
    of love in her nightmares
    and we sleep to the sound of
    affairs that didn't really matter
    things that were everything
    But they weren't aware
    and nobody cared
    it never really seemed to make sense
    we were everywhere
    playing defense
    but then nothing to anyone was right
    now everything's obscure.

    Just stay quiet until we riot at night
    as if defending each scar
    or scribbles of war on a train car
    just searching in each other
    for something that was
    right there.
    Feels great to read your new writing.

    And i was reminded of this, please enjoy.


    "Seven days and seven nights
    I dreamt a sailor's dream at sea
    Seven days and seven nights
    I dreamt a sailor's dream of me
    Seven days and seven nights
    The world was made and lost again
    Seven days and seven nights

    Brave men run
    In my family
    Brave men run
    Into the setting sun
    Brave men run
    Into captivity
    Brave men run
    In my family

    Brave men run
    Away from me" - https://www.google.com/amp/s/genius....-family-lyrics
    . . the fear takes hold

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    Both of these had some truly beautiful moments, glittering imagery, metaphorical fluency and an authentic eloquence that I really enjoyed. I especially liked this:

    "The sky is an infinite explosion
    I worshipped the meteors all night
    and scar tissue when I cut you out
    breathing my last breath
    Suffocating my doubt."

    I'm going to take a gander back through your other writings here :)

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