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Nov 8 1999
Subject: manson a christian?

don't be alarmed.

I have no desire to buy into the slavery of modern Christianity.

I am seaking a greater explanation.

I can't wait to share it with you.

from Death Valley

Marilyn Manson


Nov 8 1999

I am in the process of fulfilling my promise to revamp the site.

include art of mine and others.

record a new album.

make a movie.

spend time in Death Valley.

hopefully the live album will keep you company in the meantime.

we should prepare to fight for our freedoms that are quickly slipping.

not just censorship.



watch a film by Bunuel called Viridiana, it's one of my favorites. it was banned and caused a riot in its time. So did Fando and Lis by Jodorowsky.

sadly, it is up to us to keep little brother (ourselves) from taking away our right to think and dream.

the bible and shakespeare, although beautiful in their descriptions, couldn't be more violent than any pitiful rock album or movie of our time.

I wish you all luck in this dying world and my album is my testimony. The world has disappointed me now more than ever and I thank them for giving me the hatred to create this destructive force of music I will let loose next year.

Sincerely with love and I am

the third and final Beast,

Marilyn Manson


November 16, 1999

User post:

Subject: Manson, No disrespect, but you got ALOT of Nerve

Article: I'll be the first to say that I don't know the whole story between you and Trent but from what I DO know I'd say that You Have Alot Of Nerve to publicly disrespect the man who, in my opinion, is SOLELY responsible for you having as wide a fan base as you have. If not for him you would PROBABLY still be playing in shit bars in Florida. AGAIN I MUST SAY I MEAN NO DISRESPECT TO YOU after all I have been a fan of yours since the first single,(GYG) and definetly support your message. I just want to see the two of you back together. I would also like to hear your side of the story. If you read this, Manson, just know that I and MANY of the mutual fans you share with NIN are disappointed with this SEEMINGLY childish disrespect of one another. JP

Manson's Reply:

Author: [omega]

Subject: RE: Manson, No disrespect, but you got ALOT of Nerve

Article: to keep it short, I have had nothing but good things to say, despite my alleged betrayal. I consider Trent like a brother and I miss him. However, I won't sit back and get bashed when I have provided him with about 10 million dollars in income. I wish him luck. I am my own world, his is what it is.

I have never wanted to compete.

sincerely marilyn manson

Author: [omega]

Subject: I Have nerve

Article: I doubt I would be doing anything other than this, with or without anyone's help, because will power is the only path to getting your dreams.

this subject is pointless and only one that Trent really needs to bring up.

I'm quite busy thinking about my art.

good night all


Another Users post:

Author: Mike Barnhart

Subject: MARILYN if you read this today please inform your flock as to who I am and......

Article: What Song I inspired. See just when you think your fans really know you they Don't!

See you in Hell Marilyn Or Canton whichever comes first!

Yes I called him Marilyn outta respect for his Art!

Manson's Reply:

Author: [omega]

Subject: who I am and...... mike barnhart

Article: yes, it is sadly true that some boy named Mike Barnhart used to kick my ass when I was in junior high.

It's a shame I didn't have a gun.

Fortunately I grew up to be something else.

Not better, just different. I hold no grudges.

I hope your trailer is warm Mike. It gets cold in those parks this time of year.

Love, the third and final beast

Marilyn Manson

Author: [omega]

Subject: it was a shame i didn't have a ...

Article: sarcasm, etc, etc, ad nauseum.


Nov. 16. 1999
Author: [omega]
Subject: mike barnart / trent reznor
Article: I know Mike knows I was just having a laugh

. Mike, thanks for making me realize I was a pussy with no confidence.

Junior high can be ugly.

Best of luck.


I like trailers. Most of my family comes from one.

And as far as Trent, I don't give a shit about making money. I have fun being an artist and I'm thankful people let me. I'm also glad he got me started. And he's the same way. He has more integrity than anyone I know. But I have made him rich.

So he should smile.

Love and I am back to Death Valley,

see you in some weeks ahead.

Marilyn Manson


Author: [omega]
Subject: alleged new manson demos
.Article: First of all we have not written any songs remotely related to those titles.

Secondly, I am not recording in any studio and do not use cassetes ever.

Just want to clarify rumors before they get ridiculous.

Nice try though,

Marilyn Manson


Author: [omega]
Subject: last post for tonight

Article: Raven, you can find me on aol, if you are who you think you are.

Sorry, to everyone else. I wasn't ignoring you.

It's wonderful to hear from you.

Suprises are on their way.



Author: [omega]
Subject: HERE IT IS

Article: The posts were cleared to make space.

New ideas.

New ways of thinking.

That's all.

I may not post for some time as I am going away from "civilization" for awhile.

In the meantime, my site will slowly change day by day.

And Omega and the symbol will be dead.

Thanks to everyone who appeared on TLTOE.

I hope you can hear yourselves in the backround.

If you weren't there, I hope the cd makes you feel like you were.

We are born as angels

and our parents are God.

They make us in there image.

We follow their commandments.

When we reach the age of reason,

the Age of Horus, we can no longerv be what our "parents" our "god"

our "society" would like us to be.

Maturity, sensibility, rebellion, 15.

This is when we fall.

This is Lucifer.

Being what you want isn't wrong.

The story has always been written from someone

else's perspective.

Now we must write our own, here among thorns.

Next time I see you, I will announce the title

of the new album, and share some footage of the recording.

The Third and Final Beast